The Yin And The Yang

You don't always get what you deserve from people. Thirty more seconds of their time. One more line of explanation. More information so you can understand. So be it. That's life. It sucks and you move on. Lose the hangdog expression, the beat dog syndrome and you Move. Your. Ass. Forward. Sometimes, though, you have people looking out for you that you don't even know are on your side in a big way. They send you totems to make you strong.

I currently have 27 pages of the BSP. My dog hasn't been walked this much...ever. Thusly my ass is looking fetching LOL and I'm tanner than I've been in years. I'm in this weird hibernating (yet in the sun)/healing/quiet phase. Very unlike me, but refreshing in a big deep breath way.

I experience intense bursts of joy and then bam! crushing moments of sorrow. I can only imagine that at some point the yin and the yang of this current stage will sidle up to each other, curl against one another like lovers and there will be some peace.

People keep telling me "take your time". That's hard for me. But to quote my own damn self. "I'm working on it."

Have a great weekend, guys. Get some sun. Walk your dog. :)

XOXO
Sommer
p.s. more on that fantabulous band here