all better now...

I've had a few of you email me to say you were glad I'm all better now (RE blogs starting a few weeks ago). I wouldn't so much say I'm all better now as I'm dealing better. And I've stopped poking myself with a fork and letting the things that make me hurt take over.

I've got about 82 pages of BSP and am racing ahead on a paranormal. I have beach time, and walk time. I've cut back on wine and also shitty foot. Putting cleaner fuel in the machine and keeping a clearer head. But this song is on my internal soundtrack a lot. It helps me let out the loud feelings.

So let's see, it's not fluffy happy bunny time just yet, but it's not a rush of fear and hurt anymore. I had some things going on in my life that were beyond my control. That is almost a dirty phrase to me. But it's true. Some things I've had to just set behind me, some I'm still working through. The man has really good days and uber shitty ones.

Bottom line is: thank you for your emails. Thanks for your support. Thanks for your belief in me and thanks for giving a good goddamn. It means the world to me and I mean that! <3

XOXO
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